A Bold and Unfiltered Journey Through Spiritual Frustration, Desire, and the Karmic Struggles of Self-Discovery
Bucharest, Romania, 25th Jun 2025 – Following the emotionally layered release of Illusory Thoughts, Romanian author Adrian Gabriel Dumitru deepens his exploration of duality with his next compelling title: “Paying Any Price … Just to Ruin My Existence”. This newest installment in his psychological essay series continues Dumitru’s tradition of personal vulnerability and philosophical introspection, now available worldwide on Amazon, Google Play Books, and Apple Books.
While the previous volume reflected on the illusion of changing thoughts, this new edition exposes the pain of unfulfilled desire, spiritual rebellion, and the karmic disillusionment that arises when life repeatedly denies what one most deeply wants. Dumitru candidly shares the emotional and mental unraveling that occurs when he finds himself chasing dreams that remain just out of reach—despite relentless effort, belief in the law of attraction, and a lifetime of trying.
“When you get what you want, it’s God’s direction. When you don’t get what you want, that’s God’s protection,” Dumitru writes, setting the thematic tone for the book. What follows is a raw inner dialogue with the Universe itself—one marked by bitterness, disbelief, and heartbreak. At the heart of this philosophical inquiry is a question many readers will identify with: Why does life say no, even when we ask with full belief and conviction?
Across its deeply vulnerable pages, Dumitru documents the emotional toll of spiritual resistance. He reflects on what he calls the “karmic show of torture,” moments of psychological torment where he feels punished for his desires and estranged from divine support. “I define my existence as a nightmare,” he writes, “but I can’t accept that I’m in such a position.”
Despite his frustration, Dumitru’s persistence reveals a deeper truth—his refusal to give up. Even when faced with confusion, failure, and a feeling of divine neglect, he keeps writing, questioning, and searching. His reflections are not merely personal complaints; they are existential confessions shared with those navigating their own spiritual contradictions.
This latest release reinforces Dumitru’s role as a voice for those who feel alienated by the spiritual philosophies they once embraced. He challenges popular self-help ideologies—especially blind faith in universal alignment—highlighting their emotional cost when reality doesn’t match expectation.
Like his previous works, Paying Any Price … Just to Ruin My Existence is published by Dezibel Media, and is available in digital format across major platforms. Dumitru’s writing style—part journal, part philosophical essay—speaks directly to the soul of the reader, particularly those who have wrestled with personal failure, spiritual silence, and emotional burnout.
Together with Illusory Thoughts, Dumitru’s latest book expands a growing body of work that dares to question the Universe itself—and in doing so, gives voice to the silent struggles of countless others.
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